As I alluded to earlier, this impending move is kicking up a lot of stress for LC and myself. I find myself wanting to avoid what's happening and what needs to be done. I can "check out" through many ways:
- Too much time on this thing watching stuff I know I shouldn't
- Chewing gum (I've become a compulsive gum-chewer here of late)
I find it interesting that my time of sorting out stuff in the physical world of our house comes as I'm also dealing with a lot of issues internally, things that I've not dealt with for way too long.
I pray for courage to do the next right thing, and not to avoid what God wants to accomplish in my life, not only for myself, but for what I can do for others.
Can you relate to avoiding looking at yourself for fear of what you might find?