Monday, January 29, 2007


I've been up all night. Can't sleep. My mind races and my body isn't far behind, especially my legs. I didn't get to bed until 3 AM last night, and this is well past 4 AM.

I have a job fair later today. A colonoscopy tomorrow. A sleep study Wednesday.

My right arm is still injured.

I'm a physical and mental wreck, stressed beyond all telling.

God, help me.


Debcapsfan said...

When I had the bad cells on my cervix I had trouble sleeping. Usually I sleep fine... unless I'm excited about something and I have the habit of waking myself up annoyingly early.

Cygnus said...

Actually, Deb, the explanation wound up being a "well, DUHHH!" moment:

When I was taking the Vicodin for my injuries, I had put off taking my Rozerem for sleeping. I'd forgotten to start again. Methinks I was going through a bit of withdrawal.

And I'm glad it wasn't my . . . oh, nevermind.

Mom2BJM said...

Yes, you are a wreck..

Please, good luck at the jobfair!